so this is rock bottom?

Youngmoose · Post by **Youngmoose** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 3:10 pm

Keep us posted. Hope all goes well. Let us be your therapy when you need it.

RenegadePeon · Post by **RenegadePeon** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 4:23 pm

You should write a country song.

Adam4 · Post by **Adam4** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 4:43 pm

Dorjan wrote:QUOTE (Dorjan @ Nov 5 2009, 02:06 PM) Holy @#(! that's more crazy than I hope ever to have to face, I feel for you and hope you keep your head up...

$#@!.

+1

Bouwman · Post by **Bouwman** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 5:29 pm

Ouch, all you can do is focus on the pros of life, and take great care of your cons.
This is the formula to dealing with depression, and I hope you don't fall into it.
My condolences.

DarthJawa · Post by **DarthJawa** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 7:08 pm

When one is anxious only to live, he easily, in this solicitude, forgets the enjoyment of life. If his only concern is for life, and he thinks "if I only have my dear life," he does not apply his full strength to using, i. e., enjoying, life.

Had you no grip left, you never would have posted what you did. Had you no grip left, you would have no hand hold with which to gain leverage with which to attempt to gain a better hold. As tempting as it is, you must not look down, but neither should you gaze upwards, but rather forward for what hold you can find, and only then gaze up, and you'll then find the willing hand.

Xason · Post by **Xason** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 10:28 pm

Can anyone try to contact him to see if he is OK!! Has anyone heard from him since his post?!?

Drizzo · Post by **Drizzo** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 10:39 pm

You know, you don't leave your mark by cop'ing out of @#(!. Easy way out is usually the pathetic way out.

I actually trashed my apartment, while drunk. Felt nice, but now I gotta fix a few chairs

Stumbled over to a place where I had pictures, I'm not a sentimental guy so who knows why they were there, maybe I imagined them because I couldn't find them this morning.

Found a picture of my mum, flipped her the bird, "$#@! you for being sick all the time, $#@!ing stop"

Found a picture of my ex-fiance, same gesture, "$#@! you, now I have to eat take out"

Found a picture of my sister, actually didn't do anything, "Well I always knew you were $#@!ed up"

Legs started to give out, by now I'm on my 2nd bottle of vodka and it's only like... well $#@! I don't remember the time but it was dark out so it was kosher to be that smashed. Limped/crawled/hobbled use the adjective of your choice, but somehow I made it into my washroom, looked into the mirror and for some reason I thought I saw a giant Vag standing there. Blinked, and realized it was me.

Promptly gave the mirror the finger and said "$#@! you for being weak. $#@! you for being a pussy. $#@! you, you're not committing suicide."

So $#@! it. Life sucks but whatevs. At least one of the few things that I will take to my grave will be my talent in my epic internet space ship.

Now I have to go tell my squad to $#@! off before they stage a coup-de-grace.

Deathrender · Post by **Deathrender** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 10:57 pm

Nice...

notjarvis · Post by **notjarvis** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 11:06 pm

Drizzo wrote:QUOTE (Drizzo @ Nov 5 2009, 10:39 PM) Found a picture of my ex-fiance, same gesture, "$#@! you, now I have to eat take out"

And now you have to do your own washing etc.

Clay_Pigeon · Post by **Clay_Pigeon** » Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:10 am

The ultimate breakup song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r41U_T7pQjQ