All of ya..
yes..
I mean you..everyone reading this. those that i like/like me/ even those i have (personality clashis with) you know who u are..(iv played for a long time)..
I wish you a merry christmas. dunno whats happend to me over the last year..think my heads been up my ass..had a kid..Jake Marley Box we called him..and from that moment..my life went tiits up..you see what you dont know about me is that im a very deep person...i have a funny way of looking at life..i died when i was 15 year old..was in a childrens home at the time, it chaged me more than anyone could ever imagine..i lost my memory... everything i was ,was gone. so i was litteraly aged zero... had social services take me from the kids home i was in because i had pins in my leg and stuff . and they put me in foster care...
9 months later.
I Finnaly speak the english lauguage.
Even though i had a guy come to my home every day 5 days a week.. to teach me maths english science.
but then because i had miner brain damage. obviously due to being in a road trafic accident. i started to become depressed..i started reading and over learning stuff so much that i was litteraly becoming paranoide of my surroundings..i didnt go out..i stayed in all the time..
and after 2 years or so of trying to get my life together i finnaly got a computer..and by chance..and i mean hand on heart by complete chance..i found you...all of you...you contributed to healing the person who i am now today..with you i found friends i never had..never even seen..but i could kinda feel when i saw you in space..i knew you were there..all of you..
I started to talk back and type..but i spell things as they sound..and im realy bad at getting what im thinking into my fingers and type it propperly on a key board. you made me socialise...i had no face to read..no body lauguage to read.. just words...
Yasee in all the years that iv played Allegiance.. when i tried to leave the game and play another..you were always in my head..because each and every one of us know that we have made friends and enemys hear...can you remeber the moments when u didnt have enemys..when u had fun? in all my game play. in real life and hear...you actually love each other..somthing that exists hear pulls a special handfull of people together out of 6-?7 Billion on the planet..
all we realy have in the end is each other.
and you guys..all *#$@ heads and sound fellas.. regardless of who you are in game or in life. in a realy $#@!ing strange way...your my friends...or atleast appart of my social circle. and i kinda feel like iv stuck my fingers up at you all over the last year by going off and playing another game...thinking im all that...yeah..i love eve...
but this is my home..
thhis realy is were i belong...
and i think its time i came back and played again propperly..
because out of all the millions and billions of people in this planet...in every game i have ever played..
i have never come accross a more remarkable set of people in my Entire life..
So
Come back...
come on...join me...we only have 1 life..dont let the past become history..end of the day you still log in and u still read the forums just like i do because you know you realy miss each other..
because thats all we have in the end yaknow..
real life..is this life..virtual or not virtual because we make it real!.
I wish every and each member of this community..my community,...our home...the very best of years ahead..and even though i think some of you are(plonkers)<----(sometimes complete *#$@s) i still love ya man..you been in the game ..makes this game what it is..
So Merry $#@!ing Christmas mother$#@!ers...
Live long and prosper...
come back for 2013..lets $#@!ing battle...
lets scream and $#@!ing shout..
lets stop wondering whats happening on allegiance these days...and reading @#(!ty articles on what country wants to nuke who..
Lets $#@!ing dog fight man..
Ill be back this year..im gonna invest in a decent comp..and im gonna get a propper..(3d set up). and im gonna deddicate time to being active..when i can..at any oppertunity..)
have a good year.................................
Dibbs..Over and out...
P.S
Long live ASGS...==Hint hint"
